Running Has Helped Me Through This Season
I have shared this a little bit in previous emails, but getting back into racing has been really important for my mental health.
After Zoe was born, I struggled with the idea that this chapter of pregnancy and birth in my life was ending. Not because I want more kids, but because it reminds me how quickly time moves and how fast my kids are growing up.
Usually around this point in my postpartum period, I would be starting another pregnancy and resetting any fitness progress I had made over the previous 18 months.
But this time I get to keep progressing. I am getting stronger in the gym and faster in my running. This realization has been really helpful for me.
My kids are going to grow up regardless of whether I have more babies. Zoe will never be a baby again, and neither will my other kids.
But something beautiful about this next chapter is that I get to know them as big kids now.
My next race is in May, and then we will all be running a Disney race together in October. Roxanne will be testing out how her running feels around 10 months postpartum, and my two oldest kids will be running their first Disney race too.
While I loved the baby and toddler years, it is also really special getting to enjoy my kids as they grow and experience these things together.